It’s done. Gonna be displayed in Wacken next week. So exciting. :)
Ah so I’m finally ready to announce that I will be showing some art on the Wacken Open Air. There’s always a tent in the outer part of the ‘infield’ where some artist are having an exhibition and this year I’m taking part in it as well. :3 I hope to meet new people and to have fun, if anyone goes there and wants to meet me that’s be cool. Feel free to take a look at my stuff in case you’re there. :)
_____________________________________________________________ Und jetzt nochmal auf deutsch. ^^ Ich hab dieses Jahr die Ehre ein paar meiner Zeichnugen auf dem Wacken Open Air ausstellen zu dürfen, zusammen mit anderen Künstlern. Laut meiner Information wird sich das ganze im Wacken Foundation Zelt befinden, das ist wiederum im Aussenbereich des Infields. Würde mich freuen wenn jemand mal vorbeischaut, wer mal Lust hat sich dort zu Treffen kann mir auch gerne schreiben. :3  #wacken #wackenopenair #woa
Making some progress. :)
Have I defeated the worst art block of all time? I don’t know, but I really hope so.



Giveaway Time
So I saw these posters the other day (funnily enough, it was in another Tumblr giveaway), and since they were a bargain I went ahead and bought the entire set. However, I don’t need twelve posters, so I figured this would be a fun giveaway to do, especially to celebrate reaching two hundred followers! I only just ordered them so I can’t do the giveaway just yet (plus I have to figure out how to ship posters, and I have to explain this to my mom hahaha…I really hope she understands). But at least all that gives this giveaway plenty of time to spread!

Rules of my giveaway
This is only for my followers
It’s to celebrate my followers, after all, so these posters will only go to the people who got me this far. You’re welcome to follow me now and join the giveaway, though.

You must be willing to give me your mailing address
How else am I going to send you your prizes?

I am keeping Lloyd, Luke, Yuri, and Ludger.
Hey, they’re my posters, I get to choose my favorite games, right? Also I may be giving Leon to a friend,  maybe or maybe not. So the characters available are Zelos, Ange, Rita, Raven, Asbel, Alvin, Gaius, and probably Leon.

You can enter up to twice, by liking once and reblogging once. 
Winners will be chosen at random through a generator.

Don’t use giveaway blogs to enter and don’t use extra accounts.
Don’t be greedy, guys!

Got this idea from the last giveaway since I really am curious about this: Why did you decide to follow me? I’d like winners to answer that.
Winners will be first come, first serve for the most part. Here’s how that will work:
Each winner will get two posters, and there will be four winners (unless I give Leon to a friend, then everyone will get one poster). When you send in your poster choices, send in two choices labeled first and second. This way people who come later and may not get their first choice can still get their second choice. I don’t want winners to be stuck with characters from games they never played, I want to keep it fair!

So…like and reblog away! Good luck, guys!

Forgot to say it, so let’s just say this giveaway will go until the end of July!

UPDATE: Leon is available for the taking, everyone!




If you reblog this before July 1 2014, I will write your url down and stick it in a jar or whatever. Over the summer I will take the jar of urls and I will scatter them around. They may get taped to public loos, they may be thrown into crowds at festivals, or they may get put under napkins at restaurants.
Some one may find your url, and who knows, they could message you telling you where they found it.
You have until July 1 to reblog.

about a week left!!


Trying to draw and every failed attempt just makes you hate yourself more.



"Duuude how do you draw like that??"
I uh
put pen in hand
move hand around a little

! !

Artist Diary #6

Well hello there frustration.
I’ve done one good piece of art and now all motivation is gone again. I’m not inspired at all. Too bad I have to finish several GOOD drawings until the end of July. I need a miracle or something.
Oh wait I think last time I asked for a miracle was the day when something happened that still affects me now. Not that it was bad,it was pretty awesome actually but I’m being horrible about it currently. I’m getting even worse than I used to be and I’ve actually reached the point where I suffer from panic attacks recently. I honestly wish someone would just take me out and keep assuring me that things will work out for the best. I’m being such a wreck right now dear god.

And yeah that was only partly art related but honestly life as an artist can be horribly frustrating and maybe I am like that because I am an artist I have no idea. It definitely seems like my head works different from most other peoples. I wish I was able to draw properly again at least I don’t even know how to keep myself busy anymore , I know I have to get art done and I try but it turns out bad I can’t just do other things when I have to finish stuff in time can I. And what the hell am I supposed to do anyway. It’s driving me crazy godammit. Halp.